Wednesday, February 18, 2009
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Zzz im getting tt feeling agn!!! dunno wads life all about once again....sch is getting sian...im doin badly in vball with my stupid shoulder problem..and i dunno wads wrong with my LIFE!!!! its lik suddenly i jus feel all alone agn...why cant anyone understand my feelings!!!?? why cant u guys jus put yourselves in my shoes?? i tried to become a person u guys will accept but why do u guys always find fault in whatever i do? u tink im jus smiling everyday not giving a damn abt wads goin on? tt smile is fuckingly a mask-on! it tis wad u ppl call fair? is tis how u guys condemn someone's life? is this how u ppl use someone unsignificant as scapegoat for everything? is this how u destroy someone's life with your own bare hands? dun be asstards dude. is this how others can talk to bunch of girls and whenever i talk to a girl,im called a fucking flirt? so wad if i joined vball? jus bcos i did, u guys can go on harping abt me wanted to ogle at girls? jus bcos i did, u r saying im a fucked up betrayer? jus bcos i joined vball so im making a wrong choice? hey cmon! FYI i train most of the time with not a single girl arnd dudes. ppl hav their own interests! try to understand me guys.....i really jus want to train in wad i hold interest in and play to my best. im nt gonna giv a damn abt wad u guys tink now...i dun hav the energy to do tt...i hope u guys can really giv me the support..bcos i really need tt morale support now...i dun want to end up being a burden to waisiang and yuan wei and benfoo. its alr their last year...i noe im nt a good player....but i jus want to do wad i can...im willing to risk everything for it. if u guys want to harp on it..i hav nothing to say.
life jus sucks when theres all this shit
